word vomit
for the ones that bear the consequence of my actions, I shall be in your debt.
for the ones that don't watch over me, I shall shine so you can see.
for the ones that don't even try, I shall cover up for you.
if they try to overstress me, I shall have the patience of a thousand monks.
if they try to push me away, I shall run towards them.
if they are not interested, I shall push it into them.
when they ask, I shall respond
when they look, I shall appear
whey they do, I shall applaud
but change is good, change is inherently good, doesn't matter if a dog turns into a freezer, or if a concept turns into a axiom, you'll be changed, or it'll come asking for the door to be opened, it doesn't wait, it'll break it all apart, tear you from within, just to make it so you change for whatever reason
but change is tiring, change is inherently tiring, it doesn't matter if it's good or bad, it'll take you time to adapt, it'll not pass and it might not come back, and whenever you think of going back, someone/something will make sure you can't do that.
but change is lonesome, it'll make sure to isolate you, it'll make sure to invade every inch of your being, it'll make sure to be a nuisance.
As the words flow through I can't see the end
As the words flow through I cannot wait
As the words flow through I wish
As I wish I grieve
As I wish I despise
As I wish I hate
if i can just jumble up a meaning out of spite, I would be able to solve it all, for whenever I navigate backwards towards home, my ship was already very torn apart, and it doesn't even know shit about anything,